Well this past week has been fun, stressful, and a great experience. I just don't understand, I have all these fun experiences, I have great friends. But in the end, my heart always causes me to feel for the one big thing missing in my life. The one thing I've wanted to experience, to just embrace that special person. I hear from my friends who have had girlfriends before, that they are just a lot of trouble and they make you poor. But....that's not what I care about, I only want to spend my time with that person. This subject will probably never get off my head, it'll smack me back and forth all the time. My friends tell me to stop thinking about it....but most of them had already experienced it before. It oftenly ticks me off hearing them say that. I've been cursed that any girl I like, and I somehow build up my courage to confess to her. It ends up finally that she rejects me before a chance has been given and somehow I become hated by the person. Of course, the main questions is that why am I the one who has to experience such things, but that would be selfish. I'm sure that there are people out there experiencing worse situations. But I really just want a chance....is it too much to ask for?

Ok, finally I actually did a update. Sheesh, it's been like half a year. HAHAHA I'm so dedicated yea right. BUU, alright. I'm going to make more changes so look out for them.

I am not gonna update this xanga until the first DDR tournament is hosted cause i want people looking at DDR pics i copied to my page, and i put them in. DDANime is created by my friend Alfred and a lot of songs is created by many awsome people who does songs for fun and enjoyment.

ok....im bored.....